Sunday, August 07, 2005

Proof..

I think today i finally proved to myself that i don't belong here. Not one bit. Just that the people and i..we're completely DIFFERENT people..we live in a completely different world. They would do things i dont like doing...and i would do things that they don't like doing. So what's the point? Why change myself to SUIT them? I don't want to...being friends isn't about changing yourself to match the other ppl..just so you "fit in" ....honestly..tht's just dumb. I enjoy being myself...and around them..i can't. Cause we're so different. There really is no point of going anymore..i just dont find the point. There really isn't a point of trying to please them anymore either..and theres no point of trying to be like them..not being myself.. thats stupid. Whatever..i really don't care anymore....this place isn't where i belong. I miss toronto like theres no tomorrow right now...i wish i can see bee and rach and jo and jen and jay and mike and wes and karen right now....i miss you guys so flipping much.

2 Comments:

Blogger rach* said...

vivvieeeee. you have no clue how much i miss you toooo! like just being tards, ANYWHERE. like we own the place, like who gives a crap what we look like. HAHAH. well sometimes i do, but whatever! just remember even if times really get rough when things just go all over the place, there's one thing thatll never change. MY LOVE FOR YOU.

note: this isn't a love letter. LOL!

but you know what i mean.

so, dont let little tiny things ruin your last bit of summer k?

but just keep in mind, if God wants you there right now, He needs you to do something for Him right? so til next time you come back to us, TAKE CARE.

SMILE LOTS. :):):) x infinity

7 August, 2005 9:57 PM  
Blogger joanne - said...

aww babyyyyyy come back to meeee! i miss you tooo, and JUST as you are!
is it about that boooy cuz if it is i'll run down and beat his face up! boys are troublesome...
take care vivviii!

9 August, 2005 11:17 AM  

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